It is still me in my own room.
Its still my face, my voice, my sense
But why has the world become like gloom
when I have left my homeland fence?
Why did the world loose all its paints?
It became grey and paleand dark
I saw those who forgot the saints
I understand were all like sharks
Someone will wish your pain and blood,
Someone will take all that is yours.
Someone will hurt your Childs pure heart
With the sharpest arrow, someone will curse.
Two years ago I was so gay.
My heart was filled with hope and love.
It seemed those feelings were so simple.
But what the value they have now!
Sometimes I want to turn back time
And to return my naïve view
But those all are just dreams of mine.
Its make-believe, I aware anew.
We have no forces to get back
Those all sweat days that in the past.
I understand Im not the same
like long agoTime runs too fast.
It runs and we are just surprised
how short our time, how short life is.
The time is running, we only change.
time takes all that we wish to be with.
Oh how I long for my lost kind
I was so little without fears.
I got all that I tried to find.
I happily lived with my own dreams.
And I believed they would come true
With things Id always wished to gain.
But Paradise is lost, its gone.
Ill never be the same again!
