He didnt break the spell, the same as many others.
My hopes were dashed again, but still to my surprise,
there wasnt too much pain, or waitit was, but rather
it wasnt very long-- I didnt pay the price
of waiting for the phone with dying cries of sorrow,
of checking the e-mails with hundreds of renews,
and feelinglife was gone and there was no tomorrow
and for the world as is there wasnt any use.
And though they made no sensethe moments of his silence
in common time and space with panic in my heart,
I felt (like déjà vu) secure helpful bias:
absurdity is lifes refined and proven art.
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